Boy, I miss my momma. It’s strange. I have days where I barely remember that she’s gone. Then I have days that it hits me like a ton of bricks. Then I have moments in some days where I miss her so much it hurts. I’m having one of those moments right now. I can’t even tell you why I started missing her so much all of a sudden. I just know that I do miss her, and I miss her alot. I want to cry and yet I don’t. My heart is in a jumble just not knowing what to do with my emotions.
Sweet Pea is in Louisiana visiting my MIL. She’s helping her with VBS, and playing hard with her cousins. Lil Bit is in bed asleep. I think she may be teething again, which is not fun, because it usually means an earache and cranky baby. Dale has Monday off and a pass for Tuesday, so we are going to go to Atlanta and try to have some “us” time. He’s attending a job fair on Tuesday. (Everyone cross your fingers and pray REALLY hard that he’ll get a job soon.)
We’re at a pivotal point in our life/marriage. If we can make it through the rest of this year, then maybe, just maybe, we’ll be okay and can make it through the rest of our life. But Daddy, if you happen to read this…. “I’m tired of the bumps already.”